seriously.
i don’t blame him… his faith wasn’t any LESS than the rest of the guys; its just that the REST of the guys actually got to SEE Jesus:
John 20:24-29 Now Thomas (called Didymus), one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!” But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe it.” A week later his disciples were in the house again, and Thomas was with them. Though the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you!” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.” Thomas said to him, “My Lord and my God!” Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”
THEY were sure, but their assurance came from actual experience…
Thomas wanted that same assurance. but, he wasn’t granted it until later. Jesus didn’t wait for him to be in the room before He showed up the first time…
Jesus used Thomas’ absence and response to teach US something:
“blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed”
WE are those who have not seen.